Over My Head

2007-03-31T17:59:00.000+08:00

MOVED ! :D
http://www.xanga.com/shuffled

2007-03-30T20:16:00.001+08:00

So when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good

Today , today was th longest day of th week .
Compared to Wednesday , I came home abt 6.45 ?
Blah training ended late , so yeah
and th whole day was really draggyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
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Cheer up nat :D I still love you :P
Hahahah and I'm nt mean , I beg to differ k. :D

2007-03-28T19:40:00.001+08:00

/:
mm school's sucking th life out of me .
By th end of Wednesday I have no energy left ,
so by Thursday and Friday I'm usually dead
or fighting to stay alive and to absorb lessons ?
Killer .
eh so I said I would be happy today
hmmmm was rather neutral .
There were a few times in th day when I felt I couldn't take it anymore
Too many things going on in my head /:
Mostly th ones that stresses me out th most.
Sigh , how to survive ah ?
This is bad.
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Eh guys can we all talk next Wednesday ?

2007-03-27T18:17:00.001+08:00

H
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(:
I think big fonts are nice :D
They make me feel happy :D
Lee thinks so too (:
HAHAHA
I'm trying nt to be sad .
SADNESS IS THE ENEMY.
RAWR .
Oh 3 tests down ? 1 more to go (:
Which is chemistry :D
Wait , Wednesdays are th worst day of th week
It's jam packed with th worst lessons .
Plus th time passes so slow ):
K , I will be happy tomorrow
I must be happy tomorrow .
I will get through th very challenging and slow day.
I will :D
hmm and I realized I said something stupid last week =X

Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

2007-03-23T20:39:00.001+08:00

It's Friday ! :D
Heh , was in a bad mood in th morning /:
Sleeping during English .
And Art -.- I don't know wht to say .
Had training ! :D It was fun ((((((:
hahah I got my game back !!!!!!!! :D
So happy :D Ms Pang thinks so too :D
hahah and she asked me to teach her how to shoot
well she made it la , she shot 5 baskets in consecutively
which was good for a first timer like her :D
Played game C div against B div , 7 ball game :D
and we won , got 2 baskets in :D
Heh then me and tkl went to coro , talked and stuff
Yeah right now I'm trying very hard to keep awake
Next week's gonna be really exhausting .
There's 4 tests next week , 4 .

So come escape the night ,
I'm stuck inside this moment ,
It's all that keeps me going .

2007-03-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

Please don't let it win
I'm so tired again
But underneath the haze
One thing still remains the same

I'm tired ,
I'm sleepy ,
I'm stoned .
Best part of it all , It's only Week 1 of Term 2 .

2007-03-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

I'll sum up today with a phrase , " Mood Swing City " .
Devotion was th longest hour of my life .
Followed by English , Oh my gosh
Even though we can't make noise just because
we're all seperated , I saw what everyone else was doing .
Th only other thing that we'll all resort to : Stoning .
Hahah ! it was so obvious , everyone was in their own world
Then came along Math , He was clearly in a bad mood
then for some unknown reason , I became really moody ):
Art was retarded because I just kept laughing at everything
Heh , Emma got pissed , Opps btw I'll make it up to you :P
Yeah was talking to Lee after sch
We're angry with some stuff /:
I got no mood to do anything abt it
Ultimately , It's her choice , so whatever .
And hopefully , Tom will be better ?
It's like wishful thinking , there's mt tom ):

2007-03-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

You gotta be kidding me .
My Cbox died on me /:
I have no idea where all my tags went
This is some scary shit .

2007-03-18T15:31:00.000+08:00

Sunday (:
Sunday's are great :D
They're good for lazing around and staring at th T.V for countless number of hours , bt they're also used for completing Hw /:
Th last of my dreaded Hol hw , Mt D:
hmm letter writing is such a chore .
Nat enlightened me on th timetable for tom .
Thank God we're changing POA teacher ! :D
Term 2 , Mid-Year Exams
Here comes more of th phrase we all love '' Through Train " , Great .
Also coming our way , more lectures / scoldings and of course th piles of homework .
Hooray , I can't wait . Can you tell ?
Oh and btw , I've got Skittles :D

2007-03-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

It's abt 2 days till th new term
Eckkkkk , I'm nt looking forward to it
Why ? I don't know , I'm still rather sick of sch
as sad as it sounds /:
Yeah , I wanna play Bball now and eat Skittles (:
Hahah that was random , hmm anyone has Skittles ?
Heh okay I'll put it this way
New Term = New/Old problems/nonsense.
So I don't know , I hope th week doesn't turn out to be crap.

It's a lie. A kiss with open eyes.

2007-03-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

I just saw Leeanne on T.V
and she looked freaking stupid :D
HAHAHAHAHA (:

2007-03-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

Sch today .
POA was a waste of time , seriously .
then went to serene with Syl and Sig , met Cheryl and Nat later on .
Went back to sch for Math
90 mins of Algebraic Expressions /:
My concentration was totally lost , Nat kept scolding me
because I kept asking her how to do this and that ):
And she knew I was in my own World :D Heh .
Then came a period of time where I was super stoned ,
I kept going '' Huh ? , Huh ? , HUH ?! "
Hahah and they got pissed with me /:
Hmm after Math met with Little Family (: and went for lunch
Heh and Shu's back ! :D
Yeah , It's raining now and I wanna sleep /:

2007-03-11T19:37:00.001+08:00

Random pics from th week :D

Heh Siti was behind us

Suppose to go Sentosa with Lee and Tkl today
buttttttt my mom couldn't find a better time to go East Coast
So I went there , Rode a bike and now I'm exhausted /:
Yep , and me and my sis found sites to watch Prison Break season 2 , Heroes and Grey's Anatomy season 3 ! :D

Could you smile a little smile for me?
'cause I've been thinkin' about you.

2007-03-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

I had a feeling yesterday night .
I felt that I was gonna fall really sick and then just die .
hmm yeah , jeez I really need to lighten up
Wasn't feeling Oh-so-great this morning either
Matter of a fact , everyone was rather dead , if nt angry .
Progress report , Failed hum.
Got 2 C's , 2 B's and one A , Go figure .
hmm , so much for holidays
Going back to sch on Tuesday , Thursday and Friday ):
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Yeah , okay I'm in a better mood now
After hearing certain things (:
Shu I'll miss you (: and Lee get well soon :D And stop talking abt th disgusting pus on your leg.
I miss Little Family ):

2007-03-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

Sports Day .
Hmm , uh I think Fearon dropped form ):
I was damn sad pls ):
Cheering wasn't that loud , even Ms Ramlah asked wht happened to Fearon
Was practising running yesterday with Shu ,
didn't stretch [ very clever I know ] , so while sprinting my right thigh muscle just pulled
it was freaking painful k .
Wha so I was praying it won't hurt as much today , bt when I was running half way it pulled again ! D: D: D: Hurts quite bad now ):
Heh , th way Leeanne fell was funny !
Hahahaha Lee don't kill me ah bt when you fell flat on your back with
your arms wide open , it was so funny la :D
Fine nt being mean , Are you okay or nt ?!
Yes. This is me being sympathetic :P Hahaha .
Hmpff , well I think Cooke deserved to win
Their cheer was good and they had alot of fast runners
Nevermind Fearon shall strive to win other events :D :D
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Tom getting back progress report D:
Sigh , failed my comb. Hum )):
Oh did I mention , I'm sitting at th right end of th class now /:
Cheryl left end , totally isolated from each other /:
Emma and Nat right infront and aiyah basically th 11 of us are just
mixed everywhere .
Say Hello to my new bestfriend , th Backdoor .

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say

2007-03-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THEM ! :D

GREY'S ANATOMY ! :DDDDDDDDDD
This is wht I'll live to watch , seriously :D
Need to borrow it for hols !
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So , Yesterday was hell .
Today was abt twice of that /:
Social Studies was like ugh .
You should have seen th faces on us , I mean we looked like Zombies
Moaning and complaining abt our subjects and their marks
It was so bad that Ms tay stopped a couple of times and asked us if we were okay /:

I agree with Lee's post , let me quote , " how would people react if you called them a bitch? not friendly but, seriously. so i asked about 12 people and only 2 think the same way as me. i think we're the kind that dont really care cause hey , how'd you expect the whole world to like u ? many of them would get pissed and if some one were to call me a bitch , really , i dont give a damn. "
She asked me that and hey it's true like you obviously can't have th whole world liking you I mean come on , How thick skin could you get ?
Hahaha and it's nt th end of th world btw , failing too many subjects , now that's th end of th world .
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I need a break , a huge one , damn tired la
You know wht will be a good break ?
Flying off to some country far far away from S'pore
leaving all your worries , fears and stress behind for just a week
and just relax , woah that's like paradise .
Sadly it's nt going to happen , so I wouldn't mind staying at home and watching Grey's Anatomy :D It's as good as it gets :D

Some days I'm sick of denying it.

2007-03-04T14:58:00.001+08:00

You know you're stunning
You're absolutely stunning
And i'm running always running
And now i'm crying
It's only cause i'm caring
And if you were more daring
Maybe you'd stop staring
And come over and talk to me
Tell me bout how you've been waiting so patiently
And how you tried but i just turned away
And i'll say yeah well you know,
I'm shy that way

Shy that way
Maybe i'm shy that way

Ohh you know you're stunning
You're absolutely stunning
But you're always runnin'
But i'll catch up to you
The way you keep your distance is
Keeping my interest
So i'll keep it persistent
Ohh maybe someday
Someway, somehow in some town
We'll get together and
We'll break it down
And i'll ask why you've been
So shy, gotta be that way
Maybe baby, i like it that way

Shy that way
You know i love you so shy,
Shy that way

So keep it comin' comin' comin' comin'
Shy that way

There's always too much talking
And i wanna just keep walking
But i keep staring baby
Keep staring
Though i may not know the right things to say
I'll get it out to you one day

I'm shy that way
Shy that way

TRISTAN PRETTYMAN FEAT. JASON MRAZ - Shy That Way
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Eck , been really bored
Still weekends are for de-stressing
And watching Grey's Anatomy ((:
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Hmm anyway , I think we should appreciate wht we alr have
Well it's common human nature that wht we have is always not enough
Even if your wildest dreams came through , no doubt you'll want something more
Can you imagine if S'pore was a 3rd world country like Africa ?
Wow , Eh that's scary .
In my opinion , We're all spoilt one way or another
So treasure what you alr have even if your wildest dreams don't come true .
Yep , We're gonna play soccer tom :D
Our grp name , Anything . Hahahah Lovely name .
And crap , I'm dropping hair D:

2007-03-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

Heh , Lj today
see like our cohort always either goes to Chinatown or S'pore River
It's like we're nt sick of th place -.-
hm , Besides learning something :P
We managed to take a ton of pictures ,
Slack a whole lot
And I got to hold a Yellow Python :D
Which was freaking heavy /:
Hahah , came back to sch like 12.30 ?
Had training , mostly physical and ball handling
Adela's weird , no seriously :P
Opps , sorry abt th Medicine ball , I got hit pretty hard too /:
We were jumping , I love jumping (:
To reach th wall , Adela can't reach with her two hands so she made a deal with me that she'll reach it by May ?
Hahahaha Go Adela (:
Anyway , people are starting to piss me off D:
I didn't do anything to you then still show me black face
Wha lao eh , I'm sick of being nice
Next time you show black face to me , I show to you also lor .
Think what ? You so big ah
Idiots .

You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy
I have a remedy for your insecurity
It's all the same, sadly, nobody works for free
Am I the only one who realizes it's true

2007-03-01T21:04:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhh /:
Bloody jinxed today D:
Firstly , I've been banging into things or rather things have been hitting me
Then , Scolding from Mrs Tey
some people wht , cannot keep their mouth shut
Honestly , I don't really care if th grp of us get moved to th front
It might even be better , yeah
But sooner or later our seats are gonna get changed anyway , so whatever .
Lastly , Sighhhhh
I took th wrong bus home D:
I have to change buses , at th bus stop someone said 105 , so I thought it was 105
boarded th bus , when I looked up abt 5 mins later it was near my granny's house /:
Near uh , Queensway Shopping Center there -.-
In th end I took a cab home , And I have no idea wht bus I took .
Blah , mm besides th negative today
celebrated Lee's birthday (: Hahaha
I'll post pictures some other time , Weekend !
I want th Weekend ):

And I know you're just around the corner ,
But just around the corner is not enough .

2007-02-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

You people are horrible , It's only been a mere three days ?!
Can't you let me live in peace -.-
Wha you guys give me more stress by complaining
Sheeshhhhhhh
Better be happy k , It's back up .
Today ,
Happy Birthday Cheryl Ann (:
And
Happy Birthday Leeanne Ang Shi Ern :D
You two are so old /:
I can wait 6 more months , Trust me :D
After sch , Tkl , Shu and me were slacking in th upper room at th church
Hahahah it was so funny (:
We were carrying Leeanne :D
Heh and she kept running away :P
And Shu recorded a video of it :D
Hmm , Can't wait for tom (((((:
And uh Cheryl , I had fun during Math ! :D
FLASHER :DDDDDDD Hahaha

Etched with marks, but I can deal
Imy ):

2007-02-25T16:16:00.001+08:00

Haha Hello (:
so i spent my weekend slacking (:
and catching up on my sleep :D
bt i did study for POA abit and Physics :D
so it isn't all that bad :P
Oh and i was watching Heroes on YouTube (:
I think Niki's alter ego powers are freaking cool
She's super powerful :D nt to mention clever
Yeah , I can't wait for 11 March (:
Shu you better make it okay . (:
Hopefully this coming week will be better :D
I'm kinda looking forward to it , uh I think that came out wrong /:
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So we found out , [ we refers to th family (: ]
that A likes B ?
HUH ?! I mean seriously ?
Come on , B is mean ):
Always has been and always will /:
Altered Ego person too .
We only like your Happy side (:

2007-02-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

Blah , Today was crap .
Very boring /:
The term " Math Class "
really gets me thinking
3/7 , through-trainers , Math class
See th word Math .
Math Everywhere
And no , I am not a fan of Math
It's terms like these that make me reconsider transfering to 3/9
But it's highly unlikely .
I sympatize with those taking O lev Math + A Math and then Physics
How much more Math can you ever get ?
Personally , No offence and all .
I think it's disgusting , for lack of a better word .
How in th world can you cope , goodness .
Tests .
Monday - POA , Double-Entry
Tuesday - Physics , Mass/Weight and Inertia
Wednesday / Thursday - History pop quiz on th TOV .
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Grey's Anatomy on Sunday (:

Between the sadness and the smile
Lies the flicker of the fire
You always said this never hurt you
I always said you were a liar
With all the towers and the wires
There still lies a little silence
Two hearts and one connection
One voice lacks emotion

2007-02-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

Today was rather retarded /:
Boooohoooooooooo ):<
Got Chem paper back , Said that i wanted to get th same marks as physics
and i did . Exactly th same
just that this time around th paper is 45 marks /:
I got a bloody C5 ?! 5 ??!!!!
Seriously !
Disappointing /:
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Esther Sngzzzzzzzxzxx !
Stop it with th seriously okay !
Seriously la , you worse than me pls at least i stopped using lo
now you continue , seriously in every sentence you say D:
You crazy is it ? -.-
And yes Lee i know , 0645 (:

I love Cheryl's history pop quiz answer !
Q : What excuse did Austria-Hungary used to declare war on Serbia ?
Correct Answer : The assassination of archduke Franz Ferdinand .
Cheryl's Answer : The assassination of th Serbians prince to the throne .
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH
WTH ?! Serbians prince to th throne ?!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH , heh everyone did badly for th pop quiz D:
i got a miserable 3 ? Cheryl actually got 0 bt Mrs Tey gave her sympathy marks HAHAH
Serbians prince to th throne HAHAHAHA .

Maybe it's me, but I'm sick of wasting energy,
Maybe if I look in my heart I could find a backdoor.

2007-02-21T18:49:00.001+08:00

A setback won't kill you .
It won't
A setback won't kill you ,
A setback won't kill you ,
A set back won't ....
I'm feeling damn crapped up .
Yes everyone has felt this way before , one way or another
Trying so hard to be happy on th outside and be a different person inside
Trying to show th world that you're fine in anyway possible and hiding everything else bad inside
Faking smiles that you don't even mean .
So th question is , How long can you keep everything in and pretend to be fine ?

2007-02-20T20:04:00.001+08:00

Tkl disappered /:

Hahah th cam was abit too low.

I Love You Guys (:

LittleFamily :D <3

My cousin's really cute :P

Yesterday.

Went to my Aunt's house to celebrate CNY , yes she's Chinese.

Had a couple of drinks , Gambled
and ate alot ):<
I'm gonna get fat D:

Today.
Clique Outing ! :D
Watched Ghost Rider , on our way up th escalator
Guess who we saw
None other than Audrey Tan Mei Shan (:
She is not only blind bt deaf too /:
We had to call her a few times before she responded and after that
she squinted at us and said , " Who's That ?"
Wha Audrey , seriously .
Hahah , today was alot of fun (:
And i'll probably pass you guys th book tom :D
Th next movie we'll watch is ... The Messenger :D
Hahahah , bt tkl won't go ):<

anyways ily guys :D <3

And who's to say its wrong,

And who's to say that its not right.

2007-02-18T16:41:00.000+08:00

And it's all in how you mix the two
And it starts just where the light exists
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
And it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
Won't come your way
Well you'll never find it
If you're looking for it

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

And you never would have thought in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
Won't come your way
Well you'll never find it
If you're looking for it

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

Should've said something but I've said it enough

By the way my words were faded
Rather waste some time with you

Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste my time with you

Should've said something but I've said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste my time with you

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way my hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you
Waste some time with you

Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

THE USED - Blue And Yellow

Rather waste my time with you.
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I'm bored ):<
This week has actually turned out great :P
I wasn't th least bit unhappy for a day :D
And I'm nt flooded with hw ?
Unbelievable .
And I heard that Rina's gonna transfer to 3/9
because of bio !
I would transfer too , just that if i go 3/9 it'll be L1R4
Not good , so i rather stick with 3/7 , L1R5
So if I didn't take syllabus B for Tamil , i really wouldn't mind transfering .
But forget it /: I'll stick with 3/7 (:
Yep :D Can't wait for Tuesday ! (:
Clique outing :D <3

2007-02-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody (:
Fire Drill this morning was funny :D
heh , Shirleen kept going " Are you okay ?! "
then Aly and me kept saying " Shirleen ! I'm not okay !! "
HAHAHAH :D then she got really irritated and told us to shut up ):<
Concert wasn't that bad , th guy who could change th mask super fast
freaked Shu out terribly
hmm , i thought th pig thing was freaking lame la -.-
After that 9 of us went to Emma's house
Some clever people wanted to watch the Exorcist
okay so we watched it , all th scary parts at least
and practically throughout th whole thing i just sat there stoning
looking really bored , all i ever did was to laugh whenever they screamed
So now , they all hate me for being absolutely emotionless
HAHAHA COME ON ! TH MOVIE WASN'T THAT SCARY -.-
Sheesh. Amityville Horror is worse , and Saw isn't scary it's gory :D
4 days of no sch , i could use alot of sleep :P
and there's Grey's Anatomy on Sunday !!!!!! :D

The sky could fall on me,
But you mean more to me,
Than any colour I can see,
You look perfect to me.

2007-02-15T19:24:00.001+08:00

Tags.

Carolyn - Hahaha , MEAN ! heh , one day i poke you non-stop then you know :P

Audrey - I didn't take that person ? HUH ????

Aly - All th things bright and Yellow (: Yeah ! they are all MEAN !

Lee - Hahah ! YEAH !! :D Pretty Sunflower (: hmm Miss Yellow :D

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Today didn't start off that bad :D
Yellow morning huh ? :P
Hahaha Miss Yellow (:
Oh so bitter and sweet at th same time :P
then th prefect next to us ! Ahahahah super funny la
I remember ! she's last year , Ms wang's sister and Ms Wang as in th one who taught us English
for half of th year :P
I miss her okay ! she's like super funny la
she always like to disturb me and call me by my full name :D
Yeah , after sch played taboo with lee , tkl and esther :D
even though me and lee lost , we make a pretty good team ! :D
Go Lee ! (:
Tkl's got major anger management problems -.-
to think i was th one needing th anger management classes , sheesh.
Relax Tkl !
Yep :D there's only ART tom ! rocks pls ! :D
NO MT ! HAHAHAHA :D

It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say ?

2007-02-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

NICKELBACK - If Everyone Cared

Firstly to everyone , Happy Valentine's Day (:
Yeah hope you guys were happy today :D
i think V day is a day where you can feel very loved :P
Hahahahah and it doesn't matter if you have a valentine or nt
because i love everyone of you (:
Heh , okay i'm going to start by thanking everyone for their gifts :D

Charmaine , Leeanne and Shu (:
i love you guys :D
eh , even though i'm separated from th three of you
i know you guys will always be there for me and i'll always be there for you too (:
Ty , tkl and lee for your toy rose :D and th cookies which was very nice :D
Ty Shu for th sweets :D
yeah , hope you guys enjoy your gummy bears :D

Aly , Audrey , Cheryl and Jerri (:
Besties Ily (:
Ty Aly for your Lovely Yellow Smiley Faced Balloon , which everyone kept poking plus th yellow thing and th rose :D
Audrey :D your yellow papered thing :D heh .
Jerri you too for th rose :D and if you gave me sth else , i cant remember /:
Cheryl my angel -.-
hahaah Thank you for th extremely lame letter and th roches :D

Alyss , Aimin , Shirleen , Rina , Femy , Tiff , Carolyn , Sylvia , Sigfreda , Chyna , Emma , Beatrice , Mabel , Nadirah , Natasha , Melody , Celeste and Yams :D
I love you all :D
thank you for everything from cards to sweets to chocs to cookies to Roses
and all sorts of things :D
Hehhhhhhh , i think i killed all th roses except for one -.-
Hahahah :D
If i missed you out , please let me know :D I'll glady add it in (:
Lastly , to everyone for all th hugs (: I Love You people :D

heh , Don't kill th sunflower too fast :P
its yellow !!! (:
you're suppose to smile everytime you look at it okay :D

Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart

2007-02-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

Ehhhhhhhh , whoever getting th sunflower is
very lucky lo :P

Hehehhhhhh , HELLO :D
Yay ! :D i'm actually super happy
hehhhh , apart from my physics mark /:
and th chem ct.
I'll be optimistic for once :D
physics , eh nevermind la :D i'll try harder lo :DD
and chem ct , i must get at least th same marks as physics :D
yeah my goal :P
bt i think i might have screwed th chem paper /:
it's okay :D as long i don't fail it :D
hahahaah [:
after sch went with lee to get th sunflower :D
sunflowers should make you feel happy hor :D
it's freaking yellow :D so nice please
heh :P
then i bought V day gifts for everybody else :D
i spent over $32++ :D nevermind i don't really care :D
everyone from th family got more expensive thing :P
bt it's all th same so don't fight ah :D
hahaha then i skipped merrily home . HAHAHAHAAH -.-
oh my gosh , crapping so much
even though we're going to get scolding really really badly tom
nth can bring me down now :D
Besides it's V day :D i think i have training ?
hmmm i might go , heh .
hahah yay ! :D i actually can't wait for tom :D

Just dance on fire & enjoy the ride!

2007-02-12T17:36:00.001+08:00

(: (:
today wasn't that bad :D
it wasn't like one of those jinxed up mondays which i usually get :P
and I'm really happy that i got that prize giving thing over with
i was freaking out , some more i was th first one to go up D:
heh , leeanne was second so before th thing
we were practicing HAHAHAH , damn funny la :D
th worst part was that we had to bow .
hahahah . no , i don't want to go through this again
bt i got a cool cert. :D
its like yellow :P
HAHAHAHA (:
during P.E we were playing soccer !!!!!!! :D
hahahah soccer's so fun :P
yes ? no you guys were scared of th way i kicked th ball :P
com'on la i don't play that rough/violent , bball might be worse :D
hehhhhhhhh (:
your smile makes me melt (:
even though you made my day , you're still an ass okay :D

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

2007-02-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

it's another way to get through the day
picking up ripped cigarette boxes
hoping that one remains
yellow lucky day suck deep and bathe
for the next ten minutes spent coughing
all the pleasures craved
write down all the things that
you'd like to say
write down all the things that
you'd like to change
write down all the places you'd
like to stay
write down anything that you want
is yesterday, tomorrow, today?
is nothin' gonna change the way
cracked rock top wall let the ash to fall
left alone to wait i've never looked at
things i've liked only things i hate
you're not the first today not the softest
face
was there any that you liked
was there any thay you didn't fake?
write down all the things that
you'd like to be
write down all the things that
you don't believe
write down all the places you'd
like to see
write down anything that you want
is yesterday, tomorrow, today?
is nothing gonna change the way?
because everything that's you
and the things that you like to do
and all of the things that are
come back again
is yesterday, tomorrow, today?

STEREOPHONICS - Is Yesterday, Tomorrow, Today ?
-
Screw Mondays
Screw Bitches
Screw Life .

2007-02-09T21:33:00.001+08:00

[:
the one-day-smile thing didn't exactly work
wait , it worked it did
all th way untilllllllll
you guessed it , physics
AIYAH . don't want to talk abt it pls

hmm , Carolyn was using this one-day-smile thing as an advantage
i had to always smile at her , hahah because I've been frowning at her :P
Hey ! , i think i smiled alot today okay .
yep , was dreading training and my left leg knee down just gave me problems again ):
it's going to get worse I'm sure
and , Ms Pang was surprisingly nice
ha ! she was really happy that i came back for training , hmm . [:
after training , was walking up th church and back down again so many times pls
then later audrey , tkl and me went to have dinner :D
we talked abt stuffffff :DDD
audrey tan is afraid to walk alone on th over head bridge at night ...
sad huh ? . tsk :P
Yay ! , i'm really happy that this week is over because it was damn horrible for me
seriously , bt there's nt much hw :D
I'm going to go crash onto my bed now
Goodnight everybody :D
I hope this week didn't turn out as horrible as it did for me [:

Why do we even try ?
Seriously , what is your problem ?

2007-02-08T20:23:00.001+08:00

CAUTION , Extremely long post ahead :P

Hey :D
we did experiments during chem today :D
bt i was really pissed then because mr chuah wants
to give us four each a demerit just because
we weren't paying attention and we didn't really do his work
ehhhhhhh , he took down our names some more D:
he's damnit annoying la , i don't like him
why can't we have another POA teacher ?!
irritating ..
after school went to serene with audrey , lee and tkl
to get food and buy flowers ?
th roses there abit too inflated la
so i didn't really buy , butttt
we bought a sunflower , for who ah :P
yeah :D
then went back to sch
and then tan mei shan had to go for drills ! D:
so she didn't join us for cell la
we were playing taboo
leeanne asked me this '' ms ling is a ? ... "
then i said " Senior citizen ! "
HAHAHAHA , and then ms ling hit me ):
hahahah sorry ms ling !! :P
i think i called her senior citizen more than twice =X
thanks to lee and tkl okay ! , they keep calling her a senior citizen and then i got influenced by them !
later on leeanne asked me this '' Beatrice tan is going to get ? .. "
hahahahah i said " fishes "
heh , you guys suck stop polluting my mind with all this :D
ooooh , i can easily blackmail you leeanne , with that psychotic oldman story that makes my stomach hurt after laughing a whole lot and and ...
a picture i took of you :P you look super funny in it :D
i realised this whole week passed damn fast
and th work load is just getting more and more ):
it's V day next wednesday /:
there's chem ct on tuesday , History either on wednesday or thursday
uh speaking of V day
was reading th newspaper this morning [ for th benefit of those who didn't read it :P ]
they were talking about roses and different numbers symbolize things
1 stalk - I love you .
10 stalks - You're perfect
hahahah yep
there's more in th newspaper so yah go see .
i think it's time i payed my dues =X
to everyone who i've been ignoring ? or been PMS-ed at
and being really moody
well i'm gonna try and be in a good mood tom
even if something is killing me inside , i'll try my very best to nt pms and get angry or sad :D
yes okay i'll try [:
SMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILE [:

So when will you feel elated ,
because i want you to smile
and feel like nothing's going to bring you down [:

2007-02-07T17:22:00.001+08:00

Hello Everybody [:
mrs tey didn't come today
so during history Cheryl , Nat and me
were doing this confession thing
so we confessed about things that we kept in
yeah i don't really like to talk abt it so i keep it in alot
now that you guys know , shut up abt it :P
and we know alot of stuff now dont we :D

yeah ohhhhhh
FEARON house meeting [:
i thought we were really dead
nevermind [: i still love Fearon [:

Here I am
And there you are
On the wire connecting our hearts.
Imy.

2007-02-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry ):
I know you were angry /:

and she tore my feelings like I had none
she hates me.

2007-02-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

I hate her
I really really really hate her
I despise her
freaking bitch you know .
seriously .
!!!!!!
nevermind forget her .
well today kinda sucked ):
thanks to th spot check , we didn't have P.E ):
POA was horrible
all i did was to write a letter in purple :D
English , english ...
Mr tay thinks that cheryl and i are conjoined just because we were leaning against each other
-.-
Crap , there's MT tom .
hmpff , my beloved shuffle died on me
and i'm music deprived in th mornings D:
so sad ): hmm
don't know where my bloody earphones for my nokia went la D:
it's like im nt fated to listen to music ...
pffffft.

Chaos , sometimes you save me from it
but other times , you're just it.
I don't know what to do about you anymore

2007-02-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

blogger doesn't want to let me upload pictures ):
heh , anyway friday :D
alot alot of things happened today
before i post :P
- POA
- Math
- Physics
- History
- SS
- English CME
- Tamil
[:
yes i had to , reference :D
okayyyyyy [:
im in a good mood today [: bt I'm tired
came back from training , I'm like this biggest slacker hahah :P
and I'm very dehydrated .
continuing , oh my goshhhhhhhhhh
you won't believe it , you won't ! :D
i passed tamil !!!!!!!!! [:
hahaha besides th fact that its syllabus B
it's like oh my gosh okay , i think it's been a few years since i passed tamil
62% [: yes , it's something very big to me :D
heheheh [:
and then , house meeting , FEARON [:
ehhhh , you guys are mean .
go sabo me and i got nominated for house captain -.-
i know who will be house cap alr anyway .
yep :D
FALL OUT BOY'S COMING TO SINGAPORE !!!!!
i will go , i don't care
i will
i must
once in a life time chance lo
mmhm , yay weekend ! :D

I've been smiling with anchors on my shoulders
But I've been dying, dying, dying
Oh to let them go.

2007-01-31T16:08:00.001+08:00

A cloud hangs over this city by the sea,
I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be,
Out there and sober as a well for loneliness,
Please do persist girl its time we met and made, a mess

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly...
Doo doo doo doo do doo doo doo doo doo

A cloud hangs over,
And mutes my happiness,
A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress,
Wish you were here,
I'm a wounded satellite,
I need you now put me back together make me right

I picture your face in the back of my eyes a fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly
I'm calling your name up into the air
Not one of the others could ever compare
Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly!

Wait there is a light,
There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light, there is a fire defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while

I picture your face in the back of my eyes a fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly,
I'm calling your name up into the air.
Not one of the others could ever compare
Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly!

INCUBUS - Anna-Molly

this is what happened during history
i was sitting next to emma because cheryl left
and nat wasn't here , so we were doing grp work
source based questions.
then mrs tey was walking around , my book happened to be open
so she was just flipping th pages looking through then
i wrote something on this particular page [ thank god it wasn't anything personal ]
she was reading it , at least trying to, then she smiled
when i took th book , guess what was on it
''idontlikesourcebasequestionsD:''
hahah and i was thinking shit ?
heh , bt she didn't call me to answer :D
and she's damn ill okay , she coughed damn badly in th morning la /:
and nat get well soon too okay ? [:
hope i don't fall sick also /: because when i fall sick it will normally take me a few days to recover D:
damnit , i just realised there's chem tom
i forgot to bring home th hw ! ):<
sighhhhh .
got back poa today
38/54 , i think it's bad hahah .
man , everyone's busy , if their nt busy then tired
that's how i feel practically everyday ):
those who didn't enjoy sec 1 and 2 life is just sad :P
because from sec 3 onwards it's just tiring .

Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

2007-01-30T17:32:00.001+08:00

Before

After :D

Hello :D

okay , today was ..

i thought it was annoying , freaky and weird .

who confesses to somone and then tries to cover up after getting a

rejection on th same day ?
weird freak .

i've met weird people and i would consider myself weird

in a few ways bt some people are just weird , WEIRD .

freak la , damn retarded okay .

weirdo .

heh , anyway i think i might fail physics D:

as fake as it sounds /:

!@#$%@%!@#$%@%!**@#!
sigh , there's english tom ):<

yah la , i very dao , no need to remind me .

/:<

hahah cheryl dont choke on water anymore please .

and carolyn stop poking me /:<

i can't ignore you because it's impossible for both of us to do so ,

i can't ignore you because you won't leave me alone ,

i can't ignore anyone i want to ignore .

2007-01-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

Tags

Emma - hahah you have a cam phone too you know :P

Aly , replied on your blog [:

Olivia - heh , im going to call you meanie :D

Audrey - ooh , that's her ? really ? i thought it was someone else hmm

Lee - monday is about a day from now ! D: i hope i fall sick or something :P

Cheryl - hahah no cannot , got nth else to do with it :D

Shimin - during mr tay's lesson lo :P he's damn blur la . okay relinked [:

i managed to do 3 out of 4 hw :D
excluding SS , because i dont know wht th hw is /:
all that's left tom is physics revision ! :D
and that art ppt isn't easy /:
-
i realised from reading someone's blog
that A doesn't like B
and B obviously doesn't like A either .
th thing is both of them make it so obvious to each other
its like their sworn enemies or something :P
haha seriously , rather stupid la bt what A plans to do is rude
and B does not always PMS.
get your facts right .

2007-01-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

Whatever Cheryl was trying to do -.-

HAHAHAH , I still think this is damn funny

Emma wants to promote for Mcdonalds

i feel like bigfoot or something

scandalous right :P

ahahah chirnchip wanted me to post this :D

YAY FRIDAY :D

first thing is ..

- POA

- Physics

- Math

- Art ppt .

and SS ?

hahah good way for me to know wht to do

heh , while walking to serene

we stopped for a while and looked at mrs koh , hahahaha

we were trying to see how her baby girl looks like la

bt we didnt see so in th end we waved to her HAHAH

and she waved back :P

then , aly tripped and fell flat on th ground

nt too long later , cheryl fell flat on her ass around flowers

i pity th flowers , their probably dead . sad things /:

HAHAHAHAH , it was super funny okay bt we didnt get a picture ):
mmhmm , ill be super busy tom

trying to complete everything , because got some function on sunday

these people ah , wrong timing la .

how bout no longer being masochistic

how bout remembering your divinity

2007-01-24T17:33:00.001+08:00

Cheryl looks funny doesn't she ? hahah no she's nt

picking her nose [:

hahah priceless picture of emma :D

this is th biggest misconception that people get abt me when they first meet me
I'm scary ): and i look scary , WHA LAO EH
hahah so insulted okay
carolyn told me today, she thought that i was scary when she first saw me D:<
you deserve a frown ):<
nooooo, I'm only scary when I'm angry :D
I'll just ignore everyone :D
heh , like today
shit la there's like math every other day except monday
and history isnt that bad now [:
hahaha cheryl and i took many many pictures today :D
and oh man /: next monday is going to be damn embarrassing
some more im th only one from 3/7 AHHHH .

2007-01-23T17:39:00.001+08:00

I HATE MATH , seriously .
most of th subs have something to do with math one ):
okay , okay i'll stop complaining butttttttttt
it's ALGEBRA .
i don't like algebra
wha lao eh physics , damn that zero error and all those formulas
th prefixes !!!!!!!! /: got donno how many zeros one , blah
there's poa and physics test next week D:
i envy those who are taking bio .
being physics rep. isn't easy lo , i have to go chase people for work and some of them won't hand it in one la .
th only topic i like abt physics is sound :D
i think it's easy [:
i need to do well in chem ! /: if nt i'll die
that english test today was damn hard lo , so hard to answer pls
today didn't go as bad as i expected it to [:
walking really slowly is fun okay , you all walk so fast for what
nt as if someone's going to die .
i like walking really slow and thinking
FAVOURITE PAST-TIME = THINKING :P
i remembered last week , we were walking to serene and we took like 30 mins to reach there :D
thanks to me :D
and there were so many people who passed us
its like this is th fastest we can go :P
hahah damn funny la
and regretting isn't really helpful , it's quite senseless i think
i mean come on you did something , then regret for what ?
get over it la .
you only live life once bytheway , seriously living a life in regret ?

A rain cloud crane on me
All out behind horizon

2007-01-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

well basically today sucked alot ):
hmm , it was screwed getting yelled at in th face early in th morning
and then i think i have another one coming tom morning as well ):
hmm this is sad , it just screws th whole day up
D:
and i wasn't suppose to curse /:
i used so many fuck words , horrible .
sigh .. damn com la
getting infected by virus all th time , all my songs , pictures and my ppt is gone ! D:<
ahhh /: today sucks , stupid math test
really algebra sucks
and there's an english test tom ! great
heh , life is sad right now and very stressful .
bad days make you feel bad /:

2007-01-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

so audrey and i were talking on msn and this is how much we use th word seriously :D

Vk ; Take Me As You Are. says:
no im serious
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
i am serious too .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
do i not sound serious ?
Vk ; Take Me As You Are. says:
yes
Vk ; Take Me As You Are. says:
bt seriously
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
. .
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
but seriously what ?
Vk ; Take Me As You Are. says:
seriously what seriously
BoA mickey JAPKO ♥ STEAMBOATING ♥♥ says:
abt what you say ?
Vk ; Take Me As You Are. says:
it cant be .
Vk ; Take Me As You Are. says:
seriously

hahah , we used so much of th word . it doesn't even sound like a word anymore :P
and i realised i've got art ppt to do /:
Star Movies is showing Cinderella Man tonight :D i'll go watch that [:
and im dieing to watch Grey's Anatomy ):

2007-01-19T19:12:00.001+08:00

heh , did you know that chocolates make you feel better ? :P
today is friday !!
i like fridays because she doesn't come to sch :D and tom's th weekend ! [:
WEEKEND ! , i've been looking forward to it since monday
2 unstressful days , it's like block everything out that is sch related
:D
watermelon juice tastes nice and watermelon-ey :D
haha -.-
and it's really good to wear my shoes , had to suffer with th other one for four days D:
how you guys tolerate it , its like painful
front part hurts plus th back of my legs , you can see like red skin and i bled abit /:
mm hmm , POA !
eh eh DO NOT WRITE IN THIS MARGIN . - NO.
HAHAHAHAHA :D
damn funny la and look ! a green pen dropped on th floor :D
hahaha too bad , you A math people have to suffer in boring A math class :P
POA just got fun [:
-
Imy .

2007-01-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

D:
i'm damn irritated
every single thing went well today except , EXCEPT
right after lessons D:
damn that try outs okay every sec three who went basically just wasted their time
RAWR !
fine , think of th positives
i laughed alot today [:
stop frowning , stop frowning , stop frowning , SMILE MORE [:
chirnchip was damn funny la pls :D
she said this during math '' If you're living your life in darkness , pray to god . If you're STILL living in darkness turn on th lights . If YOU'RE STILL living in darkness , call me i'll divert th call to Pizza Hut ''
hahah and if you don't get it just too bad, but it was really funny :P
i hate algebra okay , super annoying plus plus that five laws of indices or something .
and i saw my eyecandy today :DDDDDDD
see la like everything went well until th end /:
laughing at really lame stuff for no reason is seriously funny :D

some days it's not worth trying

2007-01-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away
Or maybe I'm just blind

Or maybe I'm just blind

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone

When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

3 DOORS DOWN - When I'm Gone

Whoever said that 7 subjects was easy to handle can go and die

i'm flooded with homework and it's only tuesday, damn tired /:

and something just broke my chain of thoughts . blah

ooh i saw bianca ! [:

damnit something's wrong with me , it took me like one minute before i responded

and she was all happy to see me , me ? i was like super stoned

too many things on my mind la ):

homework is killing me , and cheryl you also almost killed me

EDIT , Grey's Anatomy won best Televison series for drama at th Golden Globes !! :D

stay sweetly numb , deny these thoughts

2007-01-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

HELLO :D
woah , today in class really drama la
seriously
there's something happening every minute
stress overload D:
mine is too much homework ):
poa /: chem /: tamil D: english
and then tom sure have more
i cannot take it okay , there's too many senior teachers teaching us
yeah they have th experience and all , bt they talk ultra slow and they move on to th next topic damn slow . hello , short attention span
and i had to figure out that K = C + 273 thing
bt i got it anyway :D
and and , cheer up cheryl [: if you are down in anyway ?
im sick of sweets D:
ate so much of jellybeans , plus donno wht sweet then cheryl's jellybean
haha woah seriously , too many things happening in one day
charmaine ah , tsk tsk :P
learn to lock your keypad man
and english is taking over th CT period !! ):
i really need grey's anatomy /:
and look ! , there goes Wentworth Miller and Cristiano Ronaldo :P

2007-01-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

went ps to eat :D

and saw some people ahem , don't want to mention anyway

me and my sis took pics :D
there's alot more bt they all look damn retarded :P

hmm i miss camp ):

to think it's only th third week of 2007

it feels like time passed a whole lot more

school's tom ): th only thing i look forward to is ..

hmm other than that bleh .

i want my grey's anatomy .

2007-01-06T21:02:00.001+08:00

the truth about the truth is that the truth freaking hurts
so we lie , we lie about almost anything and everything .
i'm wondering how is it possible for someone to change within two months
be a completely new person , forgetting everything
or maybe just living in denial
i still don't believe it
maybe they just don't want to show it
it's not right .
it's so weird to be around you , like a brand new person i never met before
it freaks me out , all of us .
could you be any worse ?

Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
-
i miss th old you badly .

2007-01-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easier to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness;
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.
We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how hard we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.
Oh each other....
When everything
Else is gone.

INCUBUS - Dig

i know wht you guys are talking abt , yeah i feel your pain too .
miss you all alot [:
-
Do not let emotions get in th way , seriously .
act normal , naive . yes naive act stupid , like it didn't happened , ignore it
from wht I'm seeing its happening alot
like they say ignorance is a bliss , so true
I'm tired , sleepy , cranky , moody and irritable all in one.
so excuse me if I'm having a bad day , which has been going on non-stop
sch , I'm sick of it. three days and it's sucking a whole lot
best part is camp's next week , thinking how sleep deprived ill be I'm nt really looking forward to it .
and no i cannot get over th fact that I'm sec three , blah
i keep confusing 3/8 with 3/7 .
i keep wanting to go to th sec two level .
I'm still thinking I'm in 2/8 , which i miss hell alot .
I'm nt sure wht I'm doing in 3/7 , seriously . I know i'm complaining alot , it'll take time bt seriously this is annoying
and it's official I'm taking tlb
-
your a horrible , terrible person not to mention mean .
freaking pissing
Horrible !

Tags .

Nat - shut up la .

Aly - yeah sheperd , sure .

Pam - bt we had same today :D

Tkl - yah it's worrying then stop it ? sheesh go make some friends or sth

2007-01-03T16:25:00.000+08:00

RAWR ! ):<
^$&##^*#$!#%@$
I had a really crappy first day poofssh
every teacher's like '' your in the through train class blahblahblah''
got it, and there's more to come ..
/: /: /: like seriously .
blah ! ):
why him D:
3 lessons per week D:
bloody hell , seriously .
i'm nt mean enough to put down other stuff okay . pfffffffffttttttt .
like seriously .
wtfffffff
okay i pity you charmaine [: sitting alone , dont worry vk's still here for you :D
see you tomorrow [:

2007-01-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

blah too lazy to blog , nt in th mood either bt
new year's resolutions

loose weight and grow taller
get good grades

that's all for now anyways
some way to start th new year
all that's keeping me going is my grey's anatomy :D
deny, deny, deny .
should try it sometime , it's really quite fun . pffffft
i dont feel like socialzing /: so don't mind me if i ignore or walk away from you tom .

2006-12-31T14:11:00.001+08:00

so it's th final day of this hateful , revengeful , depressing , tiring 2006 .
fine there were ups and downs and repercussions /:
):<
i won't forget 2006 though .
I'm sure everyone has plans tonight except for Charmaine :D
remember to call me okay , I'll keep you entertained and you can talk abt jack and jill again :D haha
I'm gonna be on some cruise , 3 decks .
i wanna walk arnd alone /: yes i rather be alone . hmpf
mm ill probably blog again late tom . resolution and all
so uh happy new year everyone enjoy th last day of 2006 .

2006-12-29T11:01:00.001+08:00

YES !!!!!!!! /:
finally th Internet connection works again
damn irritating la wth
i have to switch off every plug and switch it on again just to have a connection
hmm last friday of 2006
I'm going to spend it buying stuff and borrowing Grey's anatomy !!!!! :D
you know your addicted to tv series when you :

- think of it everyday and wonder abt every possible outcome
- dream abt it
- get irritated when someone's disturbing or talking to you when your watching it
- get annoyed when your parents say it's a stupid never-ending series D:

anyway Grey's anatomy rocks bt it doesn't beat Prison Break :D
as usual it also has a season break , bt I'm gonna get season two today :D
so i can stand th wait i suppose .
heh , school's gonna start .
th amt of hw , scolding / lectures and everything else /:
bt i can't wait to see you guys [:
I'm off to go get ready and get stuff :D
seasons greeting , peace out .

2006-12-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE ! [:
your finally fourteen , quite long right ?
:D
okay okay enjoy today dont be sad
and dont forget to wish something [:

2006-12-19T16:12:00.000+08:00

Little family ! [:

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball.

sigh , th constant motion of my mood swings has taken a toll on me .
and now i shall update on th boring life i led for th past week , poofhsh
I've been slacking watching prison break from season 1 all th way to season 2
nt just me my sister too :D we're prison break addicts [: heh , it gets you gripping your chairs and yelling at your tv / computer monitors thinking that they'll hear you hahaha .
i can't wait for 22 jan ! it's too long ): that's when th next episode will air for season 2
i don't even know when it'll be uploaded on youtube /:
Christmas then new year and of course sch re-opening
that will be fast pffft , th thought of me being fifteen is old D:
then again a certain few won't act their damn age .
imagine when I'm seventeen , oh my gosh .

i know i've been updating week after week , haha sorry there's nth much going on except heavy rain. i'll probably update more when th sch term starts

finally completed th science project today , if you guys want th pictures tell me

and audrey , your so dead .

nad , i update alr la so irritating you . aiyoh nag so much for wht pfft :P

and blue is a nice colour okay. hmpffff talk to your bff okay she cares alot for you , don't abandon her like this. heh [: and i miss you more ! don't lie okay your pants going to catch fire i tell you :D

If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile [:

2006-12-12T19:37:00.001+08:00

okay Hello all [:
i miss my blog /:
and cheryl ! you too
and everyone else :P
went to watch happy feet with bianca and grace [:
then we went to cine cos i had to get nat her turtle :D be grateful nat.
sch's gonna re-open so soon !!!! D:
3 more weeks /:
i still have hw !!!!!
science project, IH ? which i cant remember wht it was also /: and tamil D:
im nt gonna do tamil because i cant, a magazine ? i cant do tamil , just suck at it.
runs in th family sadly /:
mm hmm , ooh and camp is coming. i dont know whether to feel excited or nt hmm.
oh gosh, camp cheers D:

Tags.

Nat - you better be grateful okay, you and your turtle . tsk tsk :D

Lee - finally your back la, nt late wht /: ill tell you abt th project.

Rose - hello ! [: yes i linked alr. yep same class

Cheryl - gosh, finally i hear from you. hmm only being able to tag on tagboard sucks okay, and i miss you alot too [:

-
for you, Happy Birthday [:

2006-12-05T17:49:00.001+08:00

Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?

DAFT PUNK - Digital Love

i love this song, makes me feel happy (:

and i finally found it yay ! :D

so today went out with cheryl and jerri

we didnt do much D:

see you when you return cheryl :D

then later on jerri and me went to queensway and we're looking for her damn shoes.

you retard stop calling me paranoid, hmpf.

and i did nt almost kill you 2 years ago D: mean.

anyway, i've decided, on one of th things that has been bugging me for so long /:

since i've slacked so much th whole year /:

yes, yes no need to tell me.

i think im going back for training ?

oh gosh, it's gonna be really awkward, sigh..

considering it being self-training why nt. i dont want to rot at home and put on weight D:

besides i miss bball a whole lot, and i want my stamina back /:

2006-11-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

BRAND NEW - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot

yeah, i do miss you.

smile for me my quietude

2006-11-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

hello :D
so went out today to meet tkl first then audrey and leeanne
in th end stubborn tkl didnt want to leave so auds, lee and me cant discuss abt that properly.
then we went to serene except tkl :D
saw unexpected people, AHEM. { i blogged abt it in th other blog people }
anyway we talked abt stuff, audrey said some things that i kind of expected /:
found out from someone else, bt i just doubted it ?
bt who knows, 34 days from now just look down th row and we'll see for ourselves eh
mm then lee and i bought bionicle :D
it's fun to fix too bad there wasn't a yellow one, blue still works though (:
and when i came home D:
i was stuck outside cos i forgot my keys /:
tsk, i knew i forgot sth when i walked out, thanks to my sis (: got in th house abt an hour later
oh Prison Break tonight must watch ! i hope th three of them dont die or sth /:
hmm, cheer up cheryl. th song's for you because i know you love it and i love it too :D

oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

LIVE - Lightning Crashes

2006-11-27T19:16:00.001+08:00

Good Morning Starshine, the Earth says Hello.
hahah Johnny Depp is funny :D

went to watch Casino Royale today
yeah it's nt bad.
th part that really got me was when Daniel Craig had a cardiac arrest
and kind of died for a few seconds heh, then well he came back to life

anyway i dont know wht to post /:
can life really be that boring ? mmm, i doubt it
it must be th normal everyday routine that we go through D:
since i've got nth to do, i think.
yeah i listen to my slow songs and think, stone a couple of times
mostly i remember my past, of everything that's happened which is stuck in my head whether i hate or love .
ironically enough someone just told me i think too much /:
pffft. it's good to think bt thinking too much isn't good as well :P
well ill post again some other day and i miss everyone alot.

Goodbye for now.

and know the next time that you
make a wish upon a star
that sometimes it might actually come true.
our conversation can't consist of hello and goodbye
and the silence between saying I love you.
and sometimes I wonder about that too.

2006-11-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, answer these questions...

Pick a band/musician:
AFI

1. Are you a male or female?
'' Miss Murder "

2.) Describe yourself:
" Silver and Cold "

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
'' The Despair Factor "

4.) Describe where you currently live:
'' Fishbowl "

5.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
'' This Celluloid Dream ''

6.) Your best friend is:
'' The New Patron Saints And Angels ''

7.) Your favorite colour is:
'' Bleed Black ''

8.) You know that:
'' I Wanna Get A Mohawk (But Mom Won't Let Me Get One) ''

9.) What's the weather like?
'' Keeping Out Of Direct Sunlight ''

10.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
'' Open Your Eyes ''

11.) What is life to you?
'' Death Of Seasons ''

12.) What is the best advice you have to give?
'' Strength Through Wounding ''

13.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
'' Jack The Ripper ''

hmm, went for cell today
there's nth much to do these days /:
i've been having terrible nights, i can't sleep properly and i have weird dreams
to top it all off, i wake up arnd 7/8/9 in th morning.
you know wht, i think im going to go stone
yes it sounds like a whole lot of fun

2006-11-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me a while

The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me, I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me a while

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me a while

+44 - Make You Smile

If I could, I'd only want to make you smile

If you were to stay with me a while

yes, ill learn to live with th class next year, for th next 3 years ?

hmm it's just sad that im nt in th same class as you guys /:

hope poa combine class then.

and physics, yeah im really sad that i didnt get bio. nevermind

hahahaha tkl i wont turn into a nerd pls, you okay or nt wha lao.

there are way smarter people than me and they can maintain their reputation being one.

nevermind la still get to see you during recess and after sch (:

i wanna play soccer ! i miss it so much D:

i wish they open soccer up, bt th sch is so arts based and only 3 sports cca is funded pathetic.

who wants to play ? tell me tell me :D

2006-11-17T19:11:00.001+08:00

POA, art, history and physics.
no im nt okay with physics
there's only one teacher who can teach me physics /:
sigh, tsk tsk
hmm my class, it consists of alot people from 2/7
D:
im gonna see th funsuckers again, there goes my freedom
th whole of little family is in 3/8 and im th outcast in 3/7.
i can't be optimistic right now D:
i need some motivation

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

2006-11-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

it's just one more day, or maybe two. yeah two.
well i can't wait
people will be praying hard to get into opt. 1
honestly i dont even want to get into it.
i have reasons of course
anyway i just want my bio :P
hmm i found out from reading my previous posts from august till september
i was never really happy during that time
especially in august in every post there was sure to be some cursing or swearing
as far as i remembered, none of us were happy
i wonder why :D
we all gotta move on sometime right ? bt that time from august to sep. was really horrible for me
haha yeah, we were all angry at th same person
until one monday when i just sweared and cursed so loudly, during p.e at th uh netball court around there. i was seriously angry, i felt like punching her.
uh huh i realised many people heard me even her. it was meant for her wht, no diff.
until i stopped, of course i was still very angry and this continued on for weeks.
and then another time, also during p.e me and audrey almost fought, no nt against each other with someone else
all that stood between us was mr lim. bt of course we didnt /:
to think of it, it's actually a good thing that th sch closed.
i feel so much better
more content than i've been in days
yes i do not want to see them in my class next year, i'll go through another year of hell if that happens ;P
tan mei shan audrey, i do miss you and a whole lot of people (:
eh dont be so pervertic pls, i know your nt bt yout post. tsk tsk
we know there's only one person who's a pervert HAHAAHHA /:
i shall nt say more :P
heh, good luck to all tom

bye bye :D

2006-11-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

bitch !
i miss you hell alot la
i know you miss me too :P
where's my hugs ah, tsk (:
eh, eh you going to indonesia now right ? dont fall sick okay !
and then maybe ill meet you in cambodia :P
p.s i love you (:
-
finally :D
do you know how good it feels to be free ?
after how many months.
it's so good to finally take time for myself and nt care for people.
anyways, i just wanna be happy
hey dont get me wrong although th year was terrible for me, i did enjoy all th times i spent with you.
heh, it was fun.

As the infinite stops cold
just nine and the six are gone.

2006-11-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

- 4
haha (:
went to sch to get th hol hw from tkl :P
who asked me to come at 11 only to find you still playing th damn game
which you guys lost, tsk tsk.
somemore most of th players there are like big sized la
it's okay, you'll win eventually /:
and then jerri and bella came over and we talked and ate and did math
hahah, oooooh strawberry pocky is nice :D
we saw someone, yeah tkl's ~~bestfriend~~ haha it was so funny when jerri had to hide you from her. to think of it, she's more like a stalker O.o
sry jerri we had to leave your wallet at your bottle.
then tkl and i went to queensway to get some stuff fixed.
yep and i came home and watched X-men 3
th ending was really anti-climatic pls D:
so many people died.

Yeah, I'm not angry,
And no, I'm not upset
It's taken me awhile
But this is what I've learned
Emotional attachment is really not a threat
When I'm simply not concerned

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

I know no one
Will ever be content
With the way things are
Or with what they've got

2006-11-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

wht a day.
i give up
like literally.
why do such fools roam th earth
sure there are immature people with perfectly no life
when will they grow up ? a decade later maybe.
hmph.
im just waiting for that day, when everything i kept in for so long comes out
sigh....
stop tormenting her please
both of us can't stand you.
more like we hate you, pfft.
whtever it is, ill always be there for you tkl.
for all th times you've been there for me, hmm well like i said
avoid it all.
if anything else happenes please tell me.
oh damnit i seriously just hate her
kill her for me tkl.

2006-11-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you’ve followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

THE FRAY - How To Save A Life

went to vivo today

yeah th place is big and you probably shld go take a look

bt honestly, unless your rich and you like to spend big dont go there.

hmmhm

im psyched for th race this sat (:

everyone in my team, 9 am meet at sch, pe attire and shorts dont forget

i've got no idea how to get there though /:

oh and abt my last last post, i couldnt help it.

bt wht i said there was true, and i still stand by it

let's just hope i dont see them next year

and to everyone and anyone, be it your bf/gf, lover or crush never hesitate to tell them how much you treasure them, even if they think your being stupid

hell, their th ones being stupid.

and im off now, goodbye all.

2006-11-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about me :
1 ;- i dislike tamil lessons
2 ;- i love my little family
3 ;- YELLOW (:
4 ;- chuck taylor converse shoes are nice :D
5 ;- i hate laksa
6 ;- i get irritated quickly /:
7 ;- i think having a tutor is a waste of time and money

7 things that scares me :
1 ;- boredom O:
2 ;- some insects
3 ;- scary movies, some of it
4 ;- killing someone out of anger ?
5 ;- mental breakdown D:
6 ;- taking pills /:
7 ;- losing all my songs again D:

7 people\things I fancy :
1 ;- little family (:
2 ;- BESTIES (:
3 ;- that coat !
4 ;- Green day
5 ;- my shuffle
6 ;- music :D
7 ;- hmm you ?

7 things I say most :
1 ;- wth
2 ;- wht's your problem :P
3 ;- go and die
4 ;- damnit/ damn you
5 ;- i hate you
6 ;- donno ? HAHAH
7 ;- uhh/ eh

7 things I like the most :
1 ;- BESTIES
2 ;- my music
3 ;- th com (:
4 ;- blogging
5 ;- killing people in my thoughts :D
6 ;- laughing
7 ;- out with friends :D

7 ppl to do this :
- tkl
- lee
- audrey
- cheryl
- tessa
- anyone else, your welcome.

2006-11-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery

Cradled in imposs... impossibility?

Swooning, I am swept away

Swept off my feet, with step by step by step

We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

(Oh, we dance in misery)

All lost in the arms of our misery, oh

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows

Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?

Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes

Deafened, caught within a cry

So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate

As breath to breath, as I... suffocate

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

(Oh, we dance in misery)

All lost in the arms of our misery, oh

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows

So who will follow? Who is the lead?

I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed

As we dance, we all dance

We all... have no chance in this horrid romance

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

(Oh, we dance in misery)

All lost in the arms of our misery, oh

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows

AFI - Dancing Through Sunday

what the hell.

it's those days, i hate you all

why do th thoughts, doubts, imaginations of those who i dont want to think abt appear and spoil everything ?

hmph, im sick of all th lies seriously.

you people are just hypocrites, sure gossip all you want

hate me all you want personally i dont give a shit

i just dare you to say it to my face

next year, i dont care if your a year older than me or th same

ill go up to you and say, i hate you bitch, stay out of my life.

hahah, you wanna go complain to a teacher, you know wht you are then

an immature faggot. do us all a favour and please get a life.

and stop trying to please someone who already hates you, dont you get it

SHE HATES YOU !

get it into your head.

2006-11-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

I LOVE V FOR VENDETTA

although it opened in march, it's a damnit good show

V was played by hugo weaving, you know th guy who played th agent in th matrix ?

yep, go watch it im nt lying it's one of th best movies for me :P

2006-11-05T13:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
ooooooooooooooh prison break. it's getting more exciting hmph channel 5 show these type of series very slow /:
they alr have th whole of season 1 on dvd bt th thing is that it's $100 ?

anyway, in th night we went off to my uncles place, for visiting and all
i for one, dislike my aunt's family side.
a perfect example would be this irritating, rude, poser, jerk, asshole ?
he was mixing his uh cherry mirinda drink with really little vodka
and he was drunk.
apparently he drank half of th bottle. so he came to us, me, my sister and my cousin
and started talking crap. he was seriously just rude, it's nt like his voice is soo soft, he was talking loud and he was cursing
i curse when im angry bt at least i know when and definitley at who.
both my uncles from my side were infront of him and he scolded one of them bastard ?
man.. personally i thought that he was a stalker, eeyerrrr he know's too much bt like my dad said his facts were wrong. AHAHAHAH loser.
i love my dad :D he knows how to shut these type of jerks up
hmph, i was on th verge of telling him to fuck off.
th best part was that he was only sixteen.
well forget him. hopefully he grows up before we see him again, in any case i dont even want to.

hahaha as expected my family sat at one corner, perfectly anti-social, i was anyways and having a party of our own. my dad, sis, uncle and cousin were drinking well mostly just my dad, sis and uncle . hhahah me and my cousin were drinking th red wine
mmhm, we left really late
oh, im very happy that man.u defeated portsmouth woohoo, 3-0 .

12 more days D: D: D:

2006-11-04T13:23:00.000+08:00

heh, enjoy th random pictures (:

2006-11-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

2006-11-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

i am

super

duper

extremely

hm, wht else ? o yes VERY

BORED /:
how am i suppose to survive 61 more days ?!
and after 17 nov might just give me a heartattack /:

2006-11-02T17:51:00.000+08:00

i want th siberian husky, it's super cute :P i love its eyes
hello (:
went for cell today
hmm, you two.
alot of Conspiracy theory going on huh ?
seriously donno wht you all up to la
tsk.
bought a big, no huge packet of nerds today :D
hahaha it has alot of yellow in it :P and it's only 4.50 !
hmmhm.
i think ill get nerd-ier when i finish th thing. HAHAH /:
-
have you guys seen th recent my chemical romance video, welcome to the black parade.
i love gerad way's hair la, i think he looks damn nice in it and th video's damn cute especially when he starts slapping himself HAHAH

sucks hearing that im gonna change mt teacher next year.
that'll will jst really suck /:
cos i alr suck in it, oh god.
and there's hol hw ):<

./Flying along, and I
Feel like I don't belong and I,
Can't tell right from the wrong, why,
Have I been here so long

2006-11-01T09:50:00.000+08:00

TAGS.

skye -
haha hello skye /: my dad's name is spelled as krishnan okay ? :P
and, i dont know wht your talking about.

jerrica -
uh huh, i had fun too..

tessa -
haha tessa, tell me when is it that your not bored ?

cheryl -
yes cheryl i know you want th coat okay. too ex hor, you think i so rich ah

2006-10-31T17:51:00.000+08:00

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it allI'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

NICKELBACK - Far Away

heh, this goes out to everyone i love and miss ):

yes charmaine tan kai ling i miss you alot and i can't wait to see you on thursday

hello (:

went to get clothes today

im a happy person :D

although im gonna go broke soon /:

hmm , (:

ahahhaa okay oh yah, happy halloween

for all you know in th night a reaper might just show up knocking on your door

first, he'll ask for candy

and then, then.. you'll be on an escalator on your way to th gates of heaven

HAHAH /:

okay who's going sch on thursday ?

please tell me (: so i shall see you and give you a hug HA :D

heh, th best time to ask me anything is now :P

thanks to jerri and cheryl (:

for following me around hahaha

2006-10-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

went out with jerri (:
met at sch then we headed off to jelita
haha sry shu, your phone gonna get confiscated again cos you were msging me /:
wht a weird day la and tom is halloween
hmmhm.
pffft cheryl & i , super pissed huh ?
okay you got your problems and i have mine
we shall drop th topic okay :D
and we'll go commit suicide at 12 midnight
eventhough we'll rise from th dead and meet each other tom (:
hahahah
yes, you will follow me to town and off you go for your lunch later /:
i've officially lost my interest in my love life. it's really screwed.
ha, yes.
please audrey, dont do anything stupid.

2006-10-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I lost my closest friend

Yesterday I wanted time to end

I wonder if my heart will ever mend

I just let you slip away

4 AM forever

Maybe I'll never see you smile again

Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;

All these words that I could never say

I just let them slip away

4 AM forever

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)

Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)

Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye, you never know

Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever

Maybe one day when I can move along

Maybe someday when you can hear this song

You won't let it slip away

4 AM forever

And I'd wish the sun would never come

It's 4 AM and you are gone

I hope you know you're letting go

It's 4 AM and I'm alone

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)

Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)

Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye, you never know

Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever...

LOSTPROPHETS - 4 AM Forever

bleh, regret.

th only word in my head right now

i need a better life, one without so much misery

major cheering up ! /:

im gonna take a break, 2 months, no one's gonna ruin it

2006-10-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming,
amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's
Constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently
well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you
as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always
cheer them up and help them out.

so it says from th quiz you gave me
ha, im really happy you made my day (:
so keep smiling & be happy (:
p.s i know th joke was funny HAHAH :D

./And I feel like I do,
Even more now that I'm leaving,
And I feel just like I do,
When I'm with you.

2006-10-29T10:36:00.000+08:00

hey
im missing everyone alot /:
sigh..

why do we have to fight over such a small small thing ?
i really dont get it
yeah i suggested that we shld go there
and why do you have to make it so big
wth .. pfffft. you dont need to act so emotional jst because of this you know
i seriously hope you come to your senses
right now, i dont want to talk to you.
-

i wanna see you ):<
when will i get th chance huh
th current life that im leading is sad, boring and slow /:
it's been 3 three days.

Immobilized by the thought of you
Paralyzed by the sight of you
Hypnotized by the words you say
Not true but I believe 'em anyway

2006-10-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

hello all (:
eh was too lazy to blog yesterday
last day of sch, now wasn't that sad ?
hahah i gonna miss th lot of you

my little happy family :D
all my sweet besties (:
and all th seniors

yep.. so outing during th hols okay ?! :P
didn't go towning yesterday
instead went to serene, i miss that place
me, jerri, cheryl and bella
hahaha so many stupid things happened tsk..
guess who we saw there, nah i won't say it /:
jerri you asking me whether it's true right ?
i dont know, i think it might be

tkl, wht if i told you something unexpected
hmph i don't think you'll be able to take it also
if you and ahlee come to know abt it, im sure you'll kill me
so for now i won't tell you
don't even think abt getting it out of me charmaine tan kai ling !
and you also won't tell me sth i found out la
wha lao.. you better think properly okay..

send me that one smile,
i swear you got me coming back for more
Freak me out turn me inside out.

2006-10-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

whoo hoo ! (:
im so suang now :P
you know why ?
FEARON GONNA WIN HOUSECUP
hahahahahahhaha :D
in your face gage brown . hmph
heard it from gillian, wha so damn happy la
thanks to th inconsistent rain and th heavy downpour that stopped everything
th scores were all erased !
hahhahah, i knew it la
i mean com'on we won most of th events wht :D
hehe, been in th house for nearly 8 years since p. sch
that's like more than half of my life (:
yay ! i've been happy th whole week
wait tom's gonna be damn sad ):<>guy gt th most caring award la pls
so eeyerrrrrr . ugh.

okay im gonna tell you th definition of eyecandy -
Eye candy is an expression used to describe something that is most remarkable for its visual appeal. The term may, in some cases, be interpreted as derogatory, implying that the thing has no substance, relying solely upon its visual appeal for any value it may have.
yep. in their case i dont know wht it means of course
still im really freaked out abt wht i heard
then again, im gonna miss these guys .. all th stares pfft :P
wht you all want to know ah ?
anyways talked to gaya today jst for abit and bahar stop disturbing me
nt funny okay :D
so th term's gonna end, im sure ill go cold turkey /:

./I wish everyone was loved tonight,
And somehow stop this endless fight,
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days.

2006-10-24T14:31:00.000+08:00

hello (:
jst came bk from a movie
went with tkl, lee and, and ms ng (:
{ahlee & tkl's sake, happy ? i chnged it}
0.o
went to watch death note..
th show is damn draggy la
this '' L '' guy reminds me of audrey cos every single second he's like eating something
and th god of death.. he's jst a thing who love apples for some reason /:
oh i think im losing my touch in horror/thriller movies
was watching th grudge 2 trailer
hahaha can you believe it, it didnt freak me out
nvm i shall go watch it one day and then it might scare me :D
must watch th covenant also
hmmmhmm,
lets see tomorrow's gonna be boring /:
thursday's gonna be sad ):
friday's gonna be super duper boring...
2 months of my life is going to be filled with boredom
okay la today wasn't that bad :D
so be happy, yes, yes you must :P

EDIT.
thanks for paying for th tickets (:

./Let your light shine through me,
Take this hate I can't release,
Help me make the blind see,
Misery loves its company.

2006-10-23T15:40:00.001+08:00

So long sweet summer,

I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.

So long sweet slumber.

I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.

Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.

It is cold where your going

I hope that your heart is always warm.

I gave you the best, I gave you the best that I had.

You passed on my letters

& passed on the best that I had.

So, so long sweet summer,

I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.

So long sweet slumber.

I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL - Age Six Racer

i hope that your heart's always warm

cos' im gonna miss you alot, so, so long sweet summer.

today was rather fun luh, apart from th part that many people didn't want th NEWater

and we went arnd with posters.

okay it was worse than i thought it would be. hmm

hahah oh yeah, i remember i dragged tessa to th stall , lol and she got some sweet thing

and i made her take th NEWater :D thanks ! (:

it's okay, it's okay.. last week of sch so must be abit crazy :P

speaking of which, sch is gonna close, and that's jst sad because ill jst be super bored at home

oh, it's raining now

rainy days are nice (:

it makes me feel happier for some reason /:

besides, th haze is jst disgusting.. makes my eyes go red in th morning

pffft.. wednesday i actually dont want to go sch one .. bt then gt inter-house games

and im playing netball .. nvm, i shall go support FEARON !

yay i see many smiles, hahahahaha

2006-10-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

okay someone told me this a few days ago
to be exact it was thursday
she said, if your going to fall in love, prepare to get hurt as well.
i conclude that wht she said is true
she's from th church incase your wondering
hmhmm.
love for me is just sad.
9 months of hurting is enough, dont you think ?
so i'm anticipating tom
i think it'll be fun, and for once ill try to forget all th differences
it's never going to work out without cooperation..
walking around with posters and painted faces is fun :P

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

2006-10-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

i had loads of fun today (:
i love you guys
shirleen, bianca, charmaine and audrey
yay, you made my day :D
-
im gonna regret this so badly
so if your reading this, just know that i still do care for you /:
life's being an ass .
everyone needs a break
i need to learn to smile more and nt be so dao
it's ruining who i am

2006-10-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

damn today
such a miserable day, everywhere i looked people were either sad or angry
and in my case, im super duper sad
):<<<
i do not like my science marks {if you were in my place, you would understand}
my math, damnit from a A2 become a B3 just because of one mark !
home econs eh im rather happy that i managed a B , hmmhm
you know lit ? fuck lit.
i put soo much faith into it and wht ? i failed it
you old man ! pfffft you like to waste people time okay
and mark paper until so strick, wth la
only 4 pathetic people passed th damn paper in th class.
marked my english summary bt you didnt even see th 3 points ?!
oh btw thanks charmaine for helping me to get th marks
of course, im relying on th CA's and SA1 to pull me up for my science and math and lit,
if there's any hope for lit ...
wth la my science cannot take it okay i deproved like wht 11 marks ?
i thought th paper was difficult actually..........
great la just because of tamil and lit that makes two failed subjects
my tamil is going to pull me down so badly
...
hey shu, well it has nth to do with you okay
it's just my nature whenever im pissed and all
i still love you luh, dont worry hm
like i said no smile can cheer me up now.

./So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know

2006-10-18T15:13:00.000+08:00

Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,

I wrote a song for you,

And all the things you do,

And it was called "Yellow".

So then I took my turn,

Oh what a thing to have done,

And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,

Oh yeah your skin and bones,

Turn into something beautiful,

You know, you know I love you so,

You know I love you so.

I swam across,

I jumped across for you,

Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow",

I drew a line,

I drew a line for you,

Oh what a thing to do,

And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,

Oh yeah your skin and bones,

Turn into something beautiful,

And you know,

For you I'd bleed myself dry,

For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true,

Look how they shine for you,

Look how they shine for,

Look how they shine for you,

Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And all the things that you do.

COLDPLAY - Yellow

just felt like putting th song cos it reminds me about yellow :P

cannot is it ?

hmph.

wait, wait, is that green or yellow ?

ahlee said it's yellow, tkl said lime green ?

i said, well i said green at first, bt i got no idea wht colour now

aiyoh, must go back kindergarden or sth. AHAHAHAHA

yeah, oh shit i have to make up for training ... sighhhhh

how to go when my leg is like so terrible, it hurts damn bad now la, need to balance all my weight on my right leg

going to see th doctor guy later in th evening

of all times la now, actually it happened a few days ago but now i cannot stand th pain anymore

mhmm, tom checking of scripts ? die luh mt !

and somemore changed th cell day to thursday. nevermind, maybe ill come later

damn training. pfffft

how to reach 75% in 2 weeks ?

eh whatever.

./Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,

I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,

What hurts more is I would still die for you.

2006-10-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

you make my headspin
im jst a fool
yeah you play all this like a masquerade
so tell me, when will you show your true colours
when that day comes, when you dare to ask me everything you ever doubt, when i tell you everything that you'll need to know
that will be th day.
i jst dont think you have th guts to do it, now do you ?

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

i love th family, see you guys tom.
oh btw, happy early birthday shu (:
you finally going to get bk your phone !

2006-10-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

isn't this just so cute ?
i love our little family (:
thanks for making it shu :D
bt i can't help bt to say, i think we're missing someone out

2006-10-15T10:32:00.000+08:00

okay im back
th whole week ?
eh yeah it was stressful with th exams and all
th next wld be th results = X
anyways, on friday me, leeanne and charmaine
went to east coast to ride bike and stuff
we wasted $14 on one pathetic prawn
wth okay. then we left for th bbq
it was really fun luh, sigh, you guys missed a whole lot
and leeanne's prawn was barbecued alive
damn mean la, that sad sad thing . tskkk
and audrey has a new name given by victoria
'' bra '' AHAHHA
yeah jst call her that
and vic and bel, you guys are freaky, way freakier than me
0.o
erk. so a few days ago, my damn com crashed . CRASHED ! FOR TH SECOND TIME !
irritating lah, luckily i got back all my songs
i want to change com ! cannot stand it alr, gets infected too fast.
-

./We never got that far,
this helps me to think all through the night
bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how
just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

2006-10-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

Something's on my mind
It's been for quite some time
This time I'm on to you
So where's the other face?
The face I heard before
Your head trip's boring me

Let's nuke the bridge we torched
2,000 times before
This time we'll blast it all to hell
I've had this burning in my guts now
for so long
My belly's aching now to say

Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut
A side of you well hid
When it's all said and done
it's real and it's been fun
But was it all REAL fun

Let's nuke the bridge we torched
2,000 times before
This time we'll blast it all to hell
I've felt this burning in my guts now
for so long
My belly's aching now to say
to say...

You're just... a fuck,
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck.
I'm take-
-in pride
in telling you to fuck off and die.

I've had this burning in my guts now
for so long
My belly's aching now to say
I'm taking pleasure in the doubts
I've passed to you
So listen up as you bite thisssss...

You're just... a fuck,
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck.
I'm take-
-in pride
in telling you to fuck off and die.

GREEN DAY - F.O.D.

HAHA, welcome to th ugly side of me
screw you.
screw all you damn bitches.

oi, gt no common sense is it ?
use a damn measuring tape to measure your damn height nt people.
who fucking cares if your taller than me ?
oh, so you finally had growth spurt, well good for you.
stay out of my damn fucking life.

great my rage is combined with happiness. ha !
good luck on th exams people !
i seriously can't explain it, cos i really think you suck.
am i being a retard or wht ?
no, i dont think so, dont be a walking contradiction, please get a life, bt first, stay out of mine !
oh fuck you, i dont care.
of course everyone has an ugly side, WHOO- HOO !
im fine. get away from me.
oh my last words are, fuck off and die otherwise known as F.O.D.

there has to be a day when i blow up,
and unfortunatley it's monday !
learn to see th worst of me.
oh did i mention i ~~accidentally~~ spurt out vulgarities ?

2006-10-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

mt paper today
i seriously dont want to talk abt it la, expecially paper 1
yeah well, after all the nonsence written in both papers..
went to talk to ms ling again
this time i open up very big okay
maybe even th biggest secret i hold
jst that i doubt it's a secret anymore
yah, of course no one is perfect ..
if nt wth are you doing in earth ?
-
hey tkl, yeah fine your nt perfect
then at least share your problem la.
not good keeping it in forever okay.
there's solutions man.
so i'll try nt to be cynical
th thing that i shared with ms ling was extremely big
hmm, so yeah.
we both got problems.
i understand that maybe yours is like so much bigger than mine
and eventhough you may look fine on th outside, inside i dont think you are.
hey same goes for everyone i think
wht ms ling said was true, ill find a way.
and whenever i think of you ill pray for you.
yep, even if you dont care or you act naive, heck i care and yeah i respect you.
i jst hope that you can overcome those problems, nt saying that i dont have, i also have alot.
because you see, i dont want these things destroying who you are.
to me your very beautiful, everyone is, it isn't nice to see these things killing god's creation huh ?
so, i want to say sorry if i ever been a problem to you, from th way that it is, i think your more stressed out than me.
and to people whom i dislike, whenever i have th slightest hatred passing through me ill pray for you too.
these last few weeks, ill treasure them.

./So let me breathe,
Just let me be,
I'd show you more than,
you could ever hope to see.

2006-10-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey everyone(:
im in a rather good mood so it's a really good thing : P
anyways, seeing ms wang for the whole day was whoa, it was jst terrible
pffffffft, at least i got over it
after her lesson me audrey & tkl
decided to go talk abt stuff.
yeah so in th end we talked to ms ling in th church office
i thought it was okay la
actually it was quite good, well tkl left early........
so left me and audrey, we talked to her abt loads of things
like for at least more than 3 hours.
hmm, talk from stuff A to Z man
-
okay well, told her that big fat problem.
seriously i try to like communicate with these types of people
but wht's th use when all they do is give you attitude, huh ? you hypocrites.
alright, ill try. ill try until i die la.
irritating luh pls.
and, i found out things, some things i didnt want to know and some things that i really didnt know at all.
quite shocking really, hearing about something .
eh. we literally talked to her about alot of things la.
yeah, so before i do such things must think first nt like audrey aiyoh.
hmm, it was good, hahaha she said that she'll remember me : PP
talk for soo long la pls, yeah, ill go back soon (:

./Carry on, carry on,
Count the things that i've done wrong,
Cut me down till there's nothing left now.